Missing my job

I am missing my old job today. Yes, I am very thankful for the mornings I get to sleep in and for the flexibility to serve my husband throughout the day. Don't get me wrong- that's been awesome. I just am missing the hustle and bustle of the office. I miss catching up with Amanda and Brooke about life, being a helpful right hand to Dale, Rusty and Ben, and having tons of phone calls with people throughout the day. I think it boils down to the fact that I felt very needed at my job and I felt like I was contributing to something bigger. This job searching is hard stuff sometimes. You continually go out and sell yourself and no one seems to care who you are or what you've done. I just want to help out again. Maybe that means volunteering and I need to shift my focus to that. But when it comes down to it, we really need me to focus on finding a place that will also bring in a paycheck. Please pray that each day I will give this job search back to the Lord and will listen (not just ask!) for His direction. I know His plans are good for me! And I know His plans include the time I have away from work right now. I just am missing work today :-)